Tuesday, 12 June 2012

Wow has it really been over a year.

The week after my the last post (over a year ago, sorry) our locum was taken ill.  So I volunteered to cover his services for the next day.  I had the sermon for the previous week.  Well that lead to me leading worship in two churches nearly every Sunday for about 6 months.  Dropped in at the deep end.  He he.

Well the past year.... Wow.. I have started studying  BA in Theology at HTC. I have been through my second co-ordinated field assessment.  I was placed at Ardrishaig l/w South Knapdale.  It was a good time.  I got through my local assessment and last week I trundled off to the national selection conference at Gartmore house.

This time round it was a wonderful experience.  I got to spend two fun filled, stress full days with seven other applicants, surrounded by beautiful countryside.  We all gelled really well, everyone was very supportive. (Sadly lacking at my previous conference).

Whilst in the Communion service at the close of the service just as we were praying after taking the elements I felt what I can only describe as someones hand placed upon my head a feeling filled with warmth and love. I felt accepted, filled with joy.

After a few stressed filled days (for my wife) the letter arrived.  I couldn't open it. So I asked my wife to open it for me.  I felt my stomach drop until I saw a beautiful smile spread across her face.  Its a YES.

They said yes,  that was three days ago and I'm still floating.

It turns out that so far from the eight of us who attended the conference five off us have been selected.  Really looking forward to working with them all in the future.

Ta ta for now,  will not leave it over a year to write again I promise.

God Bless.

Monday, 11 June 2012

Hi every one,

Seems I missed a bit out when briefly trying to describe a year in a couple of paragraphs.

I originally applied for the reader ship, as a large part of my calling was a pulling from the pews to the front of the church.  But after leading worship over the months I began to realise that that was only part of what God was asking of me.  I needed to serve.

After a lot of reflection and prayer I asked God outright 'what is it you want of me?'

That night I had a dream that I was standing at the front of the church and two men ran towards me dragging a net.  At the end of the net were a few fish.  When I turned around I saw hundreds of fish swimming around.

When I awoke the next morning I immediately jumped to John Gospel, 'Fish on the other side of the boat!'

I realised, Yes I was to lead worship, but it was only part.  I need to look after those already in the church,  But I also need to serve those outside, to take the joy of Christ out to them.

I need to visit lonely people in their homes, the sick in hospital, stand with new parents as their child is baptised, share the last moments on earth with the dieing, leading them to Gods arms.  I need to stand with couples as they pledge their lives to each other in the name of the father.

This I couldn't do as a reader, so after a brief chat with my wife and my session clerk I called 121 George street and changed my application to Full time Ministry of Word and Sacrament.

So that is where I stand at the moment.

The Church has just said Yes I can begin training,  I have an interview soon with Argyll Presbytery before they decide to nominate me.

God Bless.